Tuesday, April 25, 2006
I did not blog yesteday as I was too super duper damn tired...My mind was shut down when I was in the lecture hall...So I did not know what the lecturers were teaching about...The reason for my tireness was because I did not manage to sleep on sunday's night....
SCHOOL REALLY SUX!!! Everthing was like so new to me...I felt so lifeless and helpless in school...Like what Michelle said- I was like zombie...True indeed..Haiz...I simply hate school to the core... Need to prepare for a damn project presentation... Siao lor...If I know have presentation, I won't come to this lame course and suffer...Assignmemts coming up...Can I really find my group mates in the class to do project peacefully? My classmates did not seem friendly and approachable to me...And sucky test coming next week...Haiz...Everything have became Sux sux sux...If I happen to end my useless life, please just tell the reporters to read my blog...They will then know the reason for my sucide...
My happiest time yesterday was at break time as I got to meet up with my ex-classmates and had lunch together...My teeth spoilt my mood..Dammit...I did not manage to have my food peacefully cos my teeth was in pain again...
When I was in cargo lift, I suddenly felt very sad...Cargo lift suddenly became so quiet and spacious...Haiz...I really miss the times when we alwayz took cargo lift together...Siannn...
How I wish the 2 years can end fast...So that I can get out of the course...And do the things that I really want to do...
After going home, I bathed, had dinner and brushed my teeth at about 9 pm...Was actually ready to sleep...I almost dozed off while watching the 9 pm drama series...But I slept at 12 am instead...I was tempted to watch Da Cheng Jin and the result show for Superband...I kept complaining to Michelle and my mom about my first day in TP...
I asked my brother when he would stop calling me Loser...Then he said if I can get to NUS...Issit possible? OF COURSE NOT!!! So i shall let him call me loser forever...
Just now went to find my favourite Mr Kok...After 1 hour of consideration, I changed my CDS from Food Hygiene to Business Chinese and PRC Culture...I always changed my cds de...The reason for changing is because I hope to get into the same tutorial class as Michelle...But the lecture really troubled me...It's on thursday at 2 pm...On thursday, I only have to come for the pathetic one hour tutorial at 9 am...So I don't want to wait for the BCPRCC's lecture for 4 hours and also don't want to have my lunch alone!!! Sian lor...If someone really accompany me in the 4 hours, I don't mind staying but if not, I will choose not to go for the lecture and Michelle will have to mark attendance for me...Sian...I don't know whether I did the right thing...So many people wanting my cds but I gave it up...Was like last time when I gave up Accounting for FOM...
I feel quite tempted to buy the baby blue cork's bag(I have fallen for the colour!) that worth 69 bucks n Converse shoes..Haiz...I don't know whether I should spend the money...Cos not really that necessary...
I have a discount card for OP...Puzzled now...I don't know what to buy...Should I buy shirt, slipper or pencil case??? I'm so damn indecisive...
Was really glad that I will not be having any lesson tomorrow so I can slack at home and enjoy my GB le!!! Yes!!! School has became hell for me since yesterday while GB is like an angel helping me cos whenever I'm in GB, my troubles are out of my mind...In addition, I can watch Champions League Semi-Final's second leg between Villarreal and Arsenal later at 2.30 am...Can sleep until very late tomorrow le!!! Arsenal Muz Win or draw in this match!!!
I agree that nobody is perfect but I think my character really sux...Worse than imperfect...Haiz...My life's sux too...
Blog is the only place I can let out my true emotions...
Sign off...
- 7:11:00 PM
Me! Me! Me!
An emotional, quiet, stubborn, lazy, lame, boring, jobless earthling
My bed, handphone, home, family, friends, mp3 player, spec, bag, pouch, toilet and cleanliness
Idols: Arsenal, Jolin Tsia, MingFong Ho, Thierry Henry, Andy Lau, Ah Qin, Ming Dao and Lin Chi-Ling
TV Shows: Miami Ink, The Golden Path, Baclays Premier League, Champions League, Euro, The Young Warriors, Superband, Class B, Love is all around, Ellen's, Tyra's, Ophrah's, House, Prison Break, Ghost Whisperer, My Lovely Samsoon, Supernatural, The Magicians of Love, Full House, Desperate Housewives, CSIs, Nip/Tuck
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