My very last outing with friends was at the Taka's Seoul Garden which has been a month. My reason for not going out is because the amount of money in me in total is only less than 100 bucks which is only enough for 4 months of my HP bill and then I'll just "pop" with no money at all. And I never saved my "ling yong qian" at all as I don't like the guilty feeling. Therefore, I have been searching for jobs really hard through calling and sending my resume to more than 10 companies. The pet lover centre in Tampines called me but I did not take the job because though I can work on weekends, I cannot possibly commit 1 or 2 days of my weekdays for the job when school reopens. That is why their job advertisement said "Students need not apply". All the other companies did not reply me except for Kinokuniya. I was called up for an interview and my mom took off to accompany there since I'm a direction idiot. I had to bring my certificates and the interview was SUPER serious. When I went into the room, I was so damn shocked to see 5 people as the interviewers and they asked those CSAS 4 questions such as "What can you tell me about yourself". I just came up with trash since I did not prepare beforehand as I did not expect that at all (cos I only applied for part-time job)! Some of them just shaked their heads. The most scary part was when they came out with 10 maths questions for me to mental calculate and I skipped about 2-3 questions with 8 not-so-confident answers. How I wish I could use my calculator!!! When I thought that I could not be chosen, to my surprised, after that interview day, a person called me up to come down again so as to discuss with me about the job. I'll be working on Saturday and Sunday for $6 per hour and 8 hours per day for 6 months meaning I still have to work when school reopens. My friend told me that I definitely cannot cope with my projects as he tried that before. Actually I'm quite afraid about that as well as there may be some stupid school stuffs on Saturday. I can only just pray hard that all my Saturdays will be free of school!!! I must be able to plan my time properly and I'm willing to take up the challenge for the sake of money (If not, I cannot go out anymore and also I should feel honoured to defeat the others for the job!). But I'll delay taking my driving lesson to the last term as I don't want to stress myself too much.

For that 1 month of staying at home, I was still enjoying myself by keeping myself busy with "Naruto" and "Kingdom's Hearts". Kingdom's hearts is a very very very easy RPG, thus I like it very much as I can complete very easily. And My bro and I are now very addicted to the anime "Naruto"!!! We have been crazily watching from 50 episodes onwards which my bro borrowed from his friend long time ago. We are kind of late to be crazy about "Naruto" (cos the new season already started) but my bro is worse as he's already 23 year-old and now still watching anime? Lolz! I really love "Naruto" especially after watching the first movie which made me realised that "It's so COOL!". My bro finally managed to borrow the first 50 episodes from another friend and I have been watching that for the time being. At first, I like Sasuke very much because of his appearance but after watching so many episodes, I realised that I prefer more on Shikamaru for his intelligence and Naruto for his ninja attitude. Though it is an anime, there is 1 very important moral value that was being taught " Believe in yourself and never give up" and there are a few sad scenes when some of the ninjas sacrified their lives for their village. So it is a nice anime after "Death Note". I respect the artiste and author of both animes!

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- 6:15:00 PM

Things don't go so well these few days and I have started to feel that I'm further and further and further away... The stress, hatred are slowly developing and I'm starting to think maybe I really don't belong there...I know that a lot of people hated me for my character especially some as I can feel strongly through a lot of ways but sometimes, there must be a reason for whatever things a person is doing. I really have nothing much to say though kind of sad when I read my classmates' blog about how happy he is that he had found those important to him. Maybe it's all my fault and I'm sux...I'm not really worth for anything and don't know how to be a good person...

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- 4:52:00 AM

Happy belated birthday to my favourite Real whose birthday was on the 11st of March. I'm so happy that my horoscope is the same as he's as well as Ming Dao's but i'm not as talented as them. Real is even going to released his first indpendent album very soon. I have listened 2 of the songs in his album from the MTV channel and feel that the songs are very nice! So shall hope for the best of the sale of his album.

Pretty sad that Arsenal is already out of Champions League, FA Cup, Carling Cup and impossible to win the title of EPL. Since I'm a loyal supporter, I'll still definitely stay up late to watch the Arsenal match against Aston Villa showing later and hope that Arsenal can beat Villa!

I was woken up by the messenge of my results at 1.59 pm (was watching the match between Man U and the European Team till 6 am which really disappointed me). Once again, no A with lots of B+s, C+s and even a D+. But this is what I truly deserved because what you ripe is what you sow (My bro keeps telling me that and insulting me for getting this kind of results). I still do not know my GPA yet as my laptop and desktop disallow me to sign into my account but I'm pretty sure that my results will pull my GPA downnn to the bottom of the cliff.

I really love seeing Wu Chun starring in "Hua Yang" cos he is just too attractive! He even defeated Jin Chen Wu to be crowned the prettiest guy voted by the Taiwanese. I like a phase from the drama series " The beauty of love comes from the unspoken feelings". From my experiences, I agreed Ella who said that having a crush on someone is "more sweet than being sad". If you have a crush on someone and he/she also has a crush on you, you can enjoy the accompany of that person but if you confess, you will never know whether things will change or the relationship will last. As a result of the lessons that I have learnt, if I ever fall for someone again, I will never confess cos failure might occur.

These few days, I have been staying up late watching Constantine, Butterfly Effect, I Robot and Ella Enchanted (Those old movies vcds were found in my bro's room). The graphics of Constantine is pretty cool but the ending is kind of funny. The story of Butterfly Effect is interesting and it teaches us that no matter what you want to change in the past, there is no way to get a happy ending so just move forward and never regret on whatever you have done. I Robot is not that bad but Ella Enchanted is really a typical fairytale for kids.

I'm still jobless now as most of the jobs do not want temporary full-timers. Although I told some of the employers that I might be able to work 1 or 2 days on the weekdays when school reopens, I feel really guilty as I'm actually not sure whether my timetable will allow me to commit my time to work. So I have to give up on doing some things or even restrict myself from going out. I'm so poor that I have to borrow money from my dad to pay for my driving lessons. Sianz...

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- 3:12:00 AM

The last picture of my previous post is not my present. That is actually the best picture that I have taken using my handphone showing a crystal Christmas tree at Bugis during Christmas period.

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- 5:03:00 AM

For the past few weeks, I have been crazy about a top US series "Heroes" showing on Star World. I even watched the 5 hours marathon on Sunday just before the Exam week (But was really guilty while watching it)! Though there is no subtitle provided, I can still roughly understand how the story goes but difficult because the actors and actresses speak really fast.

I realised that one of my course mates also gets the same handphone as me but her's is the blue colour version. After looking at her handphone, I was so happy that I have the pinkish one because the base colour of the blue version is white which is not that compatible with reflective surface but mine is silver. Silver is more compatible so I am lucky that Starhub only sells pink version.

Although I am having PDL now, I still do not intend to learn driving as a result of serious financial crisis in me. I shall wait till I have enough money to pay for all the lessons.

First time ever that I had lost one of my angbaos during the Lunar New Year which seriously spoilt my mood. I even broke down while in Vivo City with my family. That angbao design was really very cute and each cousin actually got the different designs and I really loved mine. However, I have finally get over to it.

I am glad to receive birthday wishes from Michelle C, Winda from Australia, Wei Chong, my cousins Li Juan and Li Min, Aunt Irene, Michelle T, Angelynn and Benjamin. And was pretty surprised to receive presents from Aunt Irene, Dad, Brother, my cousin Xiao Wei. Thank you all!!! Below are the the presents...Bro's angbao, Dad's abalone+bird nest, Xiao Wei's bracelet, Aunt Irene's chocolate<<<

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- 4:02:00 AM

An emotional, quiet, stubborn, lazy, lame, boring, jobless earthling

I love

My bed, handphone, home, family, friends, mp3 player, spec, bag, pouch, toilet and cleanliness

My Favorites!

Idols: Arsenal, Jolin Tsia, MingFong Ho, Thierry Henry, Andy Lau, Ah Qin, Ming Dao and Lin Chi-Ling
TV Shows: Miami Ink, The Golden Path, Baclays Premier League, Champions League, Euro, The Young Warriors, Superband, Class B, Love is all around, Ellen's, Tyra's, Ophrah's, House, Prison Break, Ghost Whisperer, My Lovely Samsoon, Supernatural, The Magicians of Love, Full House, Desperate Housewives, CSIs, Nip/Tuck
Movies: Transformer, Twilight, Angels and Demons, Police Story 1 & 2 & 3 & 4, Once Apon a Time in China, Mean Girls, Hide and Seek, Armageddon, The Island, Kungfu Panda, Iron Man, The Dark Knight, Death Note 1 & 2, Mom at Sixteen, The Family Man, Final Destination 3, Fearless, Spiderman 1 & 2, Wait Till You're Older, X-men 3, Day After Tomorrow, Be With You, Initial D, Titanic, Tears of the Sun, Black Hawk Down, Howl's Moving Castle, Battle Royale, Finding Nemo, The Last Samurai, Shriek, Van Helsing, The New Police Story, Saw, Click, Underworld & Evolution, Poseidon

I hate

Nothing

Eeee...I am afraid of

Knife, Escape Theme Park, Insects, Presentation, Interview, Crowded Places, Eye Contact, Sea/ Deep Pool, Height

Let's keep away from

Smoking, Drinking, Supper and Gore/ Horror Movies

Missions?

Build Up Self-Esteem, Increase Confidence Level

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<('.')>Kai Ling
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('.')Chee Leong
('.')Jin Shun
<('.')>Chirst

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