Wednesday, January 30, 2008
It has been a very long time since I last updated my blog. There have been a lot of shocking things happening. One of it was Ah Qin and Faye admitted that they were together and Qin even proposed to her during Chritsmas day. I was super shocked as Ah Qin said before that he would never fall for Faye (What a LIAR!). However, I feel that they are very compatible as they both love music and they have their own talents relating to music. Thus, I sincerely wish them all the best and hope that they will get married soon! I will continue to support Qin provided he can continue to produce good songs.
Although I like Ah Qin, that is only admiration. I indeed have someone in my heart other than my beloved family and friends. In order to protect his privacy, I have decided not to reveal his identity (Haha...like criminal in those police cases). However I do not really get along with him. My caring for him is kind of invisible as I have never show him any concern at all. I still do not know how he feels about me but I am willing to wait for him to confess to me if he likes me provided I do not like anyone at that time. I might consider whether it is the time for committment. I do not want to be the one to confess again (I was actually thinking of writing him a letter), because I am afraid of getting rejection then will feel very paiseh. LOL. I quite doubt that he will confess to girls so maybe I should forget about it and let my love for him to slowly vanish. These few days really makes me feel that it is time to give him up and let him be removed from the place in my heart. If he manages to find his own happiness, I will definitely feel happy for him.
I am a pisces who believe in fate and I shall pass everything to angel and let him/ her to decide my fate.
My supervisor actually wanted to intoduce her godbrother to me but I am not interested to know a stranger. I lied to her that I wanted to think about my future first. I prefer someone who I understand very well.
(Message from the heart)
Sign off...
- 8:41:00 PM