Sunday, December 21, 2008
My brother recently bought Transformer and The Dark Knight original DVDs because he said that Transformer was last year best movie while The Dark Knight was this year best movie. I had watched The Dark Knight at the movie theatre before and felt that it was a nice movie and worth to watch bacause of the long running time and the graphics, actions. After watching Transformer two days ago, I regretted not watching it in the cinema. I love Transformer very very much. I like it more than The Dark Knight because there were more humorous parts than that of Dark Knight. I find the lubricating part where the dog pee on one of the autobots feet really funny as well as when Bumblebee lubricated on the officer. The house scene where the guy who was good with computer part was also very funny. The only sad part was when Bumblebee was caught. However, the last fighting scene was so complicated that I did not even know which autobot was dead when Optimus Prime said they lost one comrade. But still, I will give it 5/5. Everything from love, sad, humour, action and long running time could be found in the movie. Looking forward to Transformer 2 coming soon around June next year!
Yesterday my family went to my father side Christmas celebration at my aunt Bukit Timah condo. Even though I was sitting at the back seat of the car, I had really bad headache especially when driving back from there. I think that my dad who was driving should be more tiring. The journey is just too long. Till now, my head is still heavy. I was so bored yesterday that I wanted to disappear from the scene. I was actually very afraid that my uncles and aunties would ask about whether I am working but fortunately they did not ask much. My lowering self esteem made me dare not talk to my cousins. A few approached and talked to me for a while. I was not like that when I was young. My brother keep saying things bad about me, and I just keep accepting thus contributing to my low self esteem. Sometimes I will feel like crying very easily when he insulted me (because I take it very seriously) or whenever I had being called to the office and being lectured after I had done wrong (when I was working in the bookstore) or when I cannot endure even a bit stress. I no longer believe anything nice about me said by people around me. To me, they are liars and I am a loser. That is why I am very scare about gathering and have become more and more quiet.
While sitting on the table having dinner with my relatives, my oldest cousin announced that she is going to get married next year in October. She should be getting married as she is going to be 27 next year. 25-30 should be good age for marriage because still have to give birth after that. However, she said that she would not want to have child so early. But I think that accidents will happen. LoL. If the wedding dinner is held in hotel or restaurant, the dress code will be formal then I would have to buy dress. This is terrible. Talking about her relationship, her boyfriend is a rich guy who is younger than her by 1 year old and they have been together since polytechnic, about almost 10 years. WOW. This is what I called stable and full of trust relationship. I can see that her boyfriend is a nice guy, not a flirt, althought he is rich. I have never talked to him before as he is a stranger to me. All the best in their preparation for the marriage. And I hope that my cousin will be a happy and beautiful bride in the months to come and will have a happy marriage that will last forever and a healthy and adorable baby. Best Wishes to her! I heard from my uncle that if the girl is Hakka, the family have to buy roast pig as a tradition in the marriage. Then he said that after my that cousin, I am the next oldest female Hakka in the family who also need to prepare roast pig next time. But I told him that I do not want to get married at all. The divorce rate is so high that really scare me away from marriage. I also read a lot of news about abused cases, gambled till no money for the family case. Moreover, my dad and bro are good examples of da nan ren who never touch housework unless before chinese year but only clean a few dusty places and they are also very bad temper and dirty. My uncle told me a stupid reason to get married which is not having a spouse by the side when old is very lonely. OMG. There is no gurantee that a couple will never divorce. One spouse will not die earlier than the other? I replied that I will check myself into old folks home next time. I believe that I can make good friends there. Then he told me not to be so not confidence in myself. ???
Back to christmas exchange presents. I got myself a red piggy bedsheet while my brother was a Gelare gift set. Fortunately I did not get the Gelare as I do not really like snacks. My brother keep wanting the bedsheet and even wanted to pay for it but I keep insisting that I want it.
One of my female cousin is soon going for training to be air force pilot assistant after being successfully gotten through the interviews. She is damn cool to pursue the ambition that she really wants. But me, haiz, wanted to be a police but cannot bear to cut away my hair...
I went to Alexandra Hospital a few days ago for interview for a laboratory position but did not do well in the interview. The questions were just too difficult for me. I was also not confidence enough to crap more. And also, there were 23 more people competing that position with me. So I will just say Sayonara! After the interview, I went to Pharmacy and look around to see whether KaiLing was at the counter but did not see any sign of her. So I just left after that.
For the past few weeks, I was addicted to playing my Kingdoms Hearts again. It is a game for kids like me who cannot play too difficult RPG like Final Fantasy or Star Ocean which I had given up half-way through. Traveling and fighting of the above games were a big problem for me. I keep dying in FF until I finally gave up on the game. However in Kingdoms Hearts, when fighting big boss, the scene would tell me when to press what button to do something special. There was once where I was fighting a very difficult boss. I was dead and restarting a couple of times until I realised that actually a Mickey Mouse would appear to help me fight and to revive me no matter how many times I was dead if I chose another option other than reloading my saved game again. It is easy to travel around with the ship. I also enjoy looking at the stories of the Disney characters.
My brother is off to watch Singapore soccer live against Vietnam in the stadium to support our very own ground team. Hope that Team Singapore can bring glory to our country and trash the opponent team! Another exciting game will be the game between Arsenal and Liverpool. After being able to defeat Man U and Chelsea, I hope that Arsenal can beat Liverpool! All the best!
Sign off...
- 6:17:00 PM
